Imma 5sosfam

Holy crap! Ashton Irwin got me crazy! He's the hottest dude on planet, damn it. I don't even know how he can be really addicting. He's really cool on that drum with a lot of expressions he's making. I think Imma part of 5sosfam now.
If only 5sos could come to Indonesia, I mean Bali especially. That would be great!!! Let me imagine... If 5sos come here to Bali and I meet Ash, I'll give him my majesty bracelets and ask him to take a selfie with me with four different poses. Then I'm gonna print  it out with giant size and frame it beautifully and put it on my room wall so when I wake up in the morning I'll see a beautiful view ever!
I think it's a thing I should do before I die.
And I wanna do a cover with him, covering paramore song will be amazing! Well, just imagine...
Ahhhh I adore you Ashhhhh.. xx :')
 

Look at this pict, shit I'm weak :')

I'M SO INTO ASHTON IRWIN!!!!

Yeah just like the title, I really really so into Ashton Irwin right now. I followed him on instagram and he's kinda hilarious guy.
Well, I listened to Wherever You Are by 5sos at first and I fall in love with that song then I searching about them and I just... kinda love at first sight with Ashton. But it still Hayley Williams which stand at the first rank in my heart and then Harry Styles then Ashton Irwin.
I watched a lot of 5sos funny moments on youtube and I'm just dying, OMFG!! Ashton always doing silly things, that's why I like him. Yeah I love funny guy.And this is some of my fave pict of ASH...

I really love it when he is wearing headband or hats, it's like more cooler or something.
He looks like Harry in some ways but idk it's just my opinion. I adore you Ash!!!!

❤️❤️❤️

Well finally we're "in relationship".
That night... He surprised me by giving me a bucket of flowers, then he asking me to be his bae and well yeah I said yes. It was May 5th and it's really that simple, but I like it.
A week ago was his birthday, I gave him a pop up card and a frame with lots of our photos in it. He took me to a cafe, it's kinda like dinner. When it's getting late at night, I asked him to go home, but before that he kissed me. He kissed me! He kissed me on my lips! It was my FIRST KISS!
It feels like kinda awkward at first and I don't know what to do so I just close my eyes and yeah enjoy it.
Such an unforgettable moment.

Love Story

Everything is fine so far. He came back and we were getting close to a "relationship". I have no idea why my feeling getting stronger everyday. I guess I fall in love.
And last night was very enjoyable. We're talking on phone till late at night. I never stopped laughing, he made a lot of jokes. He's funny, I never get tired of being on his side. That's why I love him❤️❤️❤️

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I just can't understand why things come and go easily. After what you've been done, you're just came back to me and said that you're regret. WHY?! 

Are you trying to playing me? Hey I'm not your toys! Please don't treat me like this :')

Maybe it's look like I'm fine and happy outside, it's just because I don't wanna judged as a weak person. But honestly I'm dying inside. BROKEN! HURT!

But deep inside I also Miss You. I miss our old conversation. I miss all of things we do together. 

I just don't know what to do now. Maybe silent and patience are the best things to do.

I Miss You

You've been changed me into a better person. We're through everything together. But now you just leave me here alone, you leave me easily. How could you do this? I miss you so much. I miss how you making me laugh even when I don't want to, I miss how you stare at me, I miss the way you say "I love you", I miss the way you laugh, I miss your hugs, your kiss, your voice, the way you care about me...

Old Habit

I have no idea why I became addicted to drawing now. The last time I drew the right way was.... ummm wait, oh! When I was on junior high school, specifically when I was on grade 9, and I draw Hayley Williams! It was amazing cause I got an A! 
It was three years ago, and now I do it again, I draw Hayley Williams (again). 
Here it is.

Although it doesn't look really good, but I'm glad I had it done! <3
Well, I'll post another drawing next times.